Mexico Saturday

Hell yes- I got to be getting my beach on!

I feel some days like jumping in the icy water river in my town and if that was the good idea you don't know what the bad ones are- and you don't want to.

I have kids that fight and lie and cheat and as much as I know that to be somewhat normal what a sister did to her brother was not so nice. She took his wallet and hid it - using the 100.oo he earned babysitting this summer and she let him take the heat for loosing the wallet all summer. Yep stood there silent while he was told he could not participate in things so long as the wallet was not found- he claimed that it was in his room- it probably was he just never knew that she took it- She spent to money- had nothing to show for it and cried when it was discovered. Now I have to find a fitting way to deal with this. How I miss my husband and all his wise ways and patience that I have none of.....I have cried all the way to work and home and sat in utter sadness by myself in the house. This is really hard-

So I try to focus on the good things and things like trips that I booked a long time ago......

school again

My goodness am I happy for school- not for summer to end tho! I really will miss the heat as I am not all that happy for winter this year- well that's it for now- I lost my inspiration somewhere!

house cleaned cottage stuff started -school too

We cleaned up then headed to the cottage- the clean up part ended badly I got to the end of my rope and I couldn't take it anymore- I get the "you should have said it this way" and the "you didn't tell me that" ( usually after I have told them 4-5 times to do something-

I get run down after a while- I am always running after someone giving a ride paying for a new something er other and when they get this they simply forget it it.....then I ask for something and it blows up up up!

Anyway- we ended up having a pretty nice stay a t the cottage and the weather wasn't great- rain! but between showers the grass was cut and the trampoline was taken in and the paddle boat done by my brother - I brought back a bunch of food and only left the basics and a few can goods that we will bring back next visit-

Last night the kids readied themselves for school and picked all the new pens and markers and highlighters for their pencil case and were pretty excited- I gave my girl a manicure at the cottage and then a pedicure at home and did some foil high lights in her hair! She felt good!

Big meeting coming up with work and a big bunch of things to do- furniture to be put together- wood bought and stacked and then painting ....ahhhh life !