Not like the Black Eyed Peas...when they got a feeling! A small twinge and nerves is all my feeling is. I woke from exhaustion on the weekend to find a ton of snow had been dropped. Wow I thought that was behind us! I thought the rain would wash it all away! Instead I see that we have another few weeks of winter. it's both freaking cold and snowy as if I needed anything more than snowy to drive that thought home!
So in a few days I fly to Jamaica and I have not a single short, swim suit or pant packed!
Hockey was crazy with the 2 kids in a tourney at the same time and bball and soccer around that. I made lunches - I made a huge effort to make..... in that buying junk is too easy addictive bad for me and expensive!
I made dinner despite feeling tired, cleaned and vacuumed the floors and bathroom and tried to do all the laundry.
Fights continue for a daughter's clean room and I fear will not end soon. Son is coming a close second for crap in the basement and mess on the floor .....I cleaned garbage on Valentines day and a week later he started again!
I have learned I can block and unblock a cell phone whenever! YAY!Power comes from that ! Real Power!
Got nails done and hair done and now I need a tan ! I have the appointment on Weds for pedi/facial before my trip- pretty excited!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
making no sense...
I should not feel really sad and fed up with this life. I am going to Jamaica!
Again having problems getting my daughter to cooperate. Spending more than seems to be coming in. I try not to buy anything but the shoes are outgrown and the fees for things come due and I find myself getting really sad. I have to sell something this year that I regret having to sell but I need to get some of the debt down. I really thought I could sell a painting and break even but I think the revenue will be lower than I was hoping for.
I sometimes take them place I know will cost me money but I should not and I regret it somewhat but then I think it's just stuff. We never seem to enjoy life these days.
I hope I meet someone one of these days and that seems daunting since the time to date is not there and I miss my late husband so much I don't think I'll ever be there!
I have a trip coming up and I will try to keep things within reason on it so I don't end up with a ton of bills.
just not feeling great ....that's all.
Again having problems getting my daughter to cooperate. Spending more than seems to be coming in. I try not to buy anything but the shoes are outgrown and the fees for things come due and I find myself getting really sad. I have to sell something this year that I regret having to sell but I need to get some of the debt down. I really thought I could sell a painting and break even but I think the revenue will be lower than I was hoping for.
I sometimes take them place I know will cost me money but I should not and I regret it somewhat but then I think it's just stuff. We never seem to enjoy life these days.
I hope I meet someone one of these days and that seems daunting since the time to date is not there and I miss my late husband so much I don't think I'll ever be there!
I have a trip coming up and I will try to keep things within reason on it so I don't end up with a ton of bills.
just not feeling great ....that's all.
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