lost broken not working

I have a new set of phones that water spilled on this morning and they are not working.....
My kid got a new Ipod Touch last fall and cannot find it right now-
I tried to put up the gazebo I bought- it's 12 by 10 and our deck is too although I had a 10 by 10 on it last time and it was really old so when I replaced it I though why not get the longer one for the extra space....well it fits except that the lights mounted on the wall were in the way so I tried to take them apart and fit it through the metal and that worked but now I cannot get it back together, it's probably going to take a real electrician to put it together- The wall on the left side of the basement has a bunch of plugs that are not working anyway so I guess I will have one fix that too- I also need to to finish the painting and pay for the couch and trip- man- this is starting to add up! I wish things would stop going wrong! I get one thing done and 2 more crop up!

tired again-

I am really tired- the time changed and I lost an hour but more than that I heard a bang last night while sleeping and the sleep after that was less than calming. I had dreams and and kept waking up and wondering what the noise was - I looked this morning and there was a light that I had hung under the cupboard that runs on batteries- My thought was in the case of power going out I could use it as a bathroom light- My daughter keeps taking the flashlights and I never find them or they are dead already- Anyway thanks to me being proactive and having a plan in case of a power outage- I did not sleep last night- Maybe had I gotten up and rested my mind at ease things would have been better- oh well morning came and I 'll get to bed early tonight I guess!

Tomorrow my new gazebo comes- -plus the kayaks! Ahh summer it seems to be really close ! Grass is popping out and things are moving along! Soon blooms and plants weeds and bugs and grass cutting - can't wait! :)

I wanted to clean the basement and pack up a bunch of stuff but that's the way things go sometimes....I ran out of time and when I take a day off I don't always have the energy to do anything else. I really look forward to the time when I can get another room done and go work out there....have all the junk at the back of the house all nicely stored on shelves......yes all that would be great!

irony-

I use this to vent and was re-reading it thinking wow-it's really negative- I sound bitter and brutal-

So the other day I started happy tone style post and was talking about happy things I did and what made me feel good that week. Suddenly I hit the wrong key and the whole post vanished.....ironic? I think so!

It's like the blog rejected the happy tone!

I will try to be positive again on another post- let's see how that one goes!

really ? back to that?

The "Hair Cut" issue came up again this week and all I can say about this is f-o!!!!

Wow how self centered can one person be? I haven't spoke to him unless I have to about work issues since he brought it up again this week in front of the whole office all the while trying to recruit a co worker to back him saying you laughed at it didn't you? ( you laughed at the stupid comment she ( me ) made. )
I can't get over the fact that almost four months have past and he's bringing it up again. Grow up the world does not revolved around you or your looks! Get over it-

Sadly my one coworker with whom I really get along is leaving and he plans to speak to the boss about my coworkers and the issues and exclusions and the aggressiveness and let the boss know know what's going on.

He never told me a thing about this until he was about to leave and it was such a relief to know I am not alone in feeling what I do. The person I think is cold - he feels he can't read her and he doesn't trust her- on the other person he says he feels know where it's coming from and there is so much transparency that he can read him and cut him off before he gets going.

I wish I was leaving too but with so much going on right now I can't add another stress~